First (alcohol) Party!

Dear future self,


Loud music, loud voices, laughters, alcohol in hand, food on the table, parties gone horribly.. fun!

Last night I've experienced what it was like to be in an actual party. The room was filled with people way beyond my age including my sister but yet I fitted in.

It really opened my curiosity about drinking alcohol and going out to parties more often and hanging out with guys in their 20s. Don't worry though, I didn't drink and my sister took care of me.

Even so, I could not hold in my desire to take a shot and act wasted so being stupid is acceptable. After learning about what alcohol does to your body at school, I thought that there was no way I'll ever want to drink.

But...

I wanted to, I wanted to taste the bitter sensation of the alcohol in my mouth.

This is just part of growing up, right?

Spin the bottle was fun too. I kissed two guys on their cheeks.

I enjoyed truth or dare. A lot of kissing I'd say.

A 21 year old guy was flirting with me during the party. Not interested sorry.

Future self, I think by now you're already used to the feel of parties but don't get too wild.


Yours sincerely,
your past self