Mr. Perfect

Dear future self,


Okay listen here future self, there's this guy that you've been completely heads over heels with but it never ever worked out between you. For the sake of this anonymous blog, let's call him Mr. Perfect because he really is perfect!

Just to give you a quick recap, I've been liking Mr. Perfect for almost a year now and we did have a thing for a bit last year but sadly he suddenly changed his attitude towards me one day and I hate him for it.

But guess what?

I don't hate him anymore.

Let me tell you why.

Well, firstly it might just be my imagination running wild, but I've noticed over the past few weeks of school, Mr. Perfect has been staring at me and actually paying attention to me.

Like today I caught him looking at me during science and we stared at each other for a good 3 seconds before he looked away. And there are other times where I catch his gaze, which almost kills me because he's eyes are so darn cute and have a nice beautiful shade of brown that makes my heart stop.

I stare at him too.

Who am I kidding, he probably won't be interested in me because a) he has a girl friend b) he only dates popular girls c) he likes girls that know how to play rugby league (clearly not me!) and d) he's dad is against him dating Asians.

But who knows, maybe I'll be with him someday... dream on future self!


Yours sincerely,
     your past self

15 and Single!

Dear future self,

Yeah yeah! I'm single at the moment so what? It's not like I haven't dated anyone before, in fact I've dated 15-16 guys in the past 5 years, but right now, I'm riding solo.

I know that I'm still young and the "right guy" will come one day, but that won't stop me from making a list of reasons why I am single.

Also, side note, I am not dissing myself, I'm just simply listing reasons why I think guys aren't interested in me.


TOP 8 REASONS OF WHY I AM SINGLE.

 
1. I'm ugly.
           -not literally because some say I'm pretty but I'm just not the right pick for anyone because guys only want girls with attractive looking faces like Victoria Secret Models. Stating the obvious, I'm certainly no match for models like Kendall Jenner.

2. I talk weird.
         -my lips aren't straight and when I talk my lips look weird and I can't pronounce words properly or say a sentence without swallowing half of the words.

3. I have a weird walk.
          -I've only actually noticed that my walk was completely different to everyone else. I have a walk like Zendaya and it's so frustrating because it's so hard to walk and when you watch me from the back, I look so weird an gross.

4. I don't have good communication skills.
             -I can't keep a conversation going so I never socialise with a lot of people especially boys.

5. I'm not popular.
           -In high school everything is about popularity. If you're not popular, you're just some kid that nobody cares about. It's so unfair because there's a lot of beautiful unpopular people that doesn't get any attention at all.

6. I have a tan-brown skin.
      -Some guys are just racist and doesn't want to dark skinned girls.

7. I'm Asian - (south-east)
      - High school guys are racist.

8. I'M WEIRD OVERALL.
        -Noticed that I used the word "weird" a lot? Well that's just because I am honestly a really weird person. Like really really weird.



Don't strain yourself into getting into a relationship future self because the one will come by and love you like how Edward Cullen loved Bella Swan.



Yours sincerely,
      your past self