15 and Single!

Dear future self,

Yeah yeah! I'm single at the moment so what? It's not like I haven't dated anyone before, in fact I've dated 15-16 guys in the past 5 years, but right now, I'm riding solo.

I know that I'm still young and the "right guy" will come one day, but that won't stop me from making a list of reasons why I am single.

Also, side note, I am not dissing myself, I'm just simply listing reasons why I think guys aren't interested in me.


TOP 8 REASONS OF WHY I AM SINGLE.

 
1. I'm ugly.
           -not literally because some say I'm pretty but I'm just not the right pick for anyone because guys only want girls with attractive looking faces like Victoria Secret Models. Stating the obvious, I'm certainly no match for models like Kendall Jenner.

2. I talk weird.
         -my lips aren't straight and when I talk my lips look weird and I can't pronounce words properly or say a sentence without swallowing half of the words.

3. I have a weird walk.
          -I've only actually noticed that my walk was completely different to everyone else. I have a walk like Zendaya and it's so frustrating because it's so hard to walk and when you watch me from the back, I look so weird an gross.

4. I don't have good communication skills.
             -I can't keep a conversation going so I never socialise with a lot of people especially boys.

5. I'm not popular.
           -In high school everything is about popularity. If you're not popular, you're just some kid that nobody cares about. It's so unfair because there's a lot of beautiful unpopular people that doesn't get any attention at all.

6. I have a tan-brown skin.
      -Some guys are just racist and doesn't want to dark skinned girls.

7. I'm Asian - (south-east)
      - High school guys are racist.

8. I'M WEIRD OVERALL.
        -Noticed that I used the word "weird" a lot? Well that's just because I am honestly a really weird person. Like really really weird.



Don't strain yourself into getting into a relationship future self because the one will come by and love you like how Edward Cullen loved Bella Swan.



Yours sincerely,
      your past self

Why I'm Not Losing Weight.

Dear future self, 

Ever since some time around last year, you've been trying to lose weight and look toned. Well, it's 2016 and you haven't achieved much. Disappointing really! But, hey progress is progress as long as you keep at it. 

Anyway, I'm going to be listing reasons of why you're not progressing much in terms of weight loss.

Also I'll be referring back to this once in a while, not that I don't believe in you, but I have a feeling it's going to be a hard long battle of our fitness journey. Thus, I have a list that can guide you!




LIST OF REASONS WHY YOU HAVEN'T BEEN PROGRESSING...MUCH!


1. You know how you feel regret after eating the whole block of chocolate but yet you continue to eat shit (soz for the use of language but seriously dohh..), well you shouldn't do that because then you'll feel twice the regret!

2. Remember all those lame excuses you use when it's 5pm and it's workout time? Honestly, that's stupid.

3. "I'll do it tomorrow." Ha. What a joke!

4. This is one of the reasons I hate. Okay, so you've eaten one bad thing and instantly you think that you should just eat whatever you want afterwards because you've already eaten ONE unhealthy thing.

5. You're always on a strict diet. Remember you're still young so embrace yourself on food you enjoy as well as being mindful of what you're consuming.

6. You're legit almost always stressed. Calm down. Take a breath, Relax,

7. You're always making impossible goals and give up when you can't achieve it.

MORE SOON!


Yours sincerely,
          past self