Dear future self,
As a young teen, I’ve always talked about how you want to
become successful and rich in the future. Well, I hope that by the time you’re
reading this, you’re already striving to achieve this very challenging goal. If
you’re not, I’m going to tell you more about this desire of mine.
Every time I watch a youtube video or see photos of girls my
age and their life, I always ask myself why they were granted an amazing life
and be able to afford anything they wanted, whilst I have to get a job just to
get new things. I’ve never really gotten over the fact that some people are
more blessed that other people in terms of wealth.
I honestly hated that! So, now that I have a long term goal
of becoming rich, I am becoming so obsessive.
I feel the need to know exactly what I’m going to pursue for
my career to the point where it stresses me. As you know, I have anxiety and
thinking about what I’m good at that I can make a living out of, adds to my
level of stress.
Okay, it probably doesn’t make sense to you, but let me
break it down.
Whenever I think about something that maybe I could make as
a career, it discourages me because I lack of talent to do anything let alone make
money out off it.
I have a list of careers I thought I could do like becoming
an interior designer, graphic illustrator, author, veterinarian etc. but I suck
at it! Therefore, I don’t see the point in trying to do it.
I know I’m only in year 10 and there’s a lot of room for
improvement and learning, but if I don’t have the potential to do it in the
first place, how would my future career turn out?
Honestly, I’m getting kind of stressed just talking about it.
Hahaha.
To wrap this little rant all up, I don’t have any talents!!!
However, I seriously see myself as a creative person,
therefore I am giving drawing a chance and so I am practicing my manga drawing
skills so I can do something creative with my life.
Yours sincerely,
Your past self
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